The hardest day of my life !

I know I should start Micah's first blog off on a happier note but I can't with out unloading the past week ! First off as of last wensday Micah was a happy healthy baby boy who went for his first set of shots. (as if that's not hard enough) we wake up at three in the morning Thursday to find micah is sick. I take him back to the doc. To learn he has caught a very common very dangerous virus called RSV. So with follow up visits the doc thinks he is holding his own as of Monday day five of the virus so we go home. Thinking were going to be ok. In the night Micah gets worse and started not waking up and then turning BLUE ! I thought I would die. We rush to the emergency room and his oxygen was way low and they send us to UK. That was this morning and know he has progressed from two liters of oxygen to 1/4 liter. With a lot of suctioning out his nose and mouth he is a lot better. Thank the lord. I saw a picture in the doctors office when I was pregnant that I find myself going back to so many times since he is now here. It said to choose to have a child is to forever deside to have your heart go walking around outside your body and it is so true. A child is the most wonderful life changing experiance anyone could every have !